Its Official

Today I have started exhibiting all of the miscarriage symptoms.  The baby is gone.  We were still hoping for a miracle but I guess God had other plans.  Both Andrew and I had the same thought running through our minds, which I thought was interesting- "The Lord gives, and the Lord takes away.  Blessed is the Name of the Lord."  I suppose people who don't know Jesus would think it wacky that this would give us comfort.  But it does.  To know that God is Sovereign is huge for us.  Still, I feel like hermitting for a week and working through the emotions.  I don't suppose its wrong to grieve for a child, as young as it was.  I think its easy to take for granted what a delicate dance of perfection human life is.  It is so beautifully fragile.