I have the sad news of sharing with you that our current baby has gone as well. I have just come back from the doctor's, where they couldn't find the heartbeat with the doppler, and took me immediately to get an ultrasound. There was no heartbeat at all. But I saw the baby, and it was one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.
My heart is broken, and of course filled with questions that have no answers. My feelings are so many, and yet numb at the same time. I hate that I have to go through this again. I hurt that there is another little baby that I will never hold in this life-time, never tickle and never hear their laughter, never be able to study their perfect eyebrows, lips, fingers, and toes.
Goodbye, Little One. I will always love you, and will ask Jesus to give you kisses for me. One day I will meet you and it will be such a beautiful moment....
6 comments:
I am so sorry and will keep all of you in my prayers.
oh anneke. My heart is broken. You and the baby have been in my prayers since we found out that you were pregnant. I don't know what to say except that we will continue to pray for you guys.
I'm so sorry for you!!! Words cannot help you now... so all i can do is pray for you!!
love, annemieke
I'm crying with you, and praying for you and Andrew.
I love you,
Mama
I just found out...we are praying for you guys! I pray for a "peace that passes all understanding!" We love you!
A-I know you got my voicemail and texts - I just wish I lived 5 mins away like before so I could hold you and cry with you. You guys are in our prayers bigtime.
Love you!! T
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