Everyone has been asking me if I am disappointed that it'll be a c-section, and not a regular birth like I was hoping. The short answer is "Yes." When the doctor finished giving us all his assessments on what the lack of progress was looking like, I asked for some time to talk with Andrew. As soon as the doctor walked out and shut the door, I burst into tears. I just needed a few minutes to re-adjust my reality perception from what I hoping, to what was actually possible.
I am still a little emotional about our decision, but given all the factors (which I won't go into right now), it is the best decision for our baby, and for me.
At the moment, I am growing excited with the anticipation of meeting our son in just a couple of hours! Who does he look like? What color hair does he have, and what color are his eyes? In just a little bit, I will know!!!
And his name, is:
Aero Stuart Makinson
4 comments:
I know you're so busy with little Aero and of course A&D too!! Just wanted to say hello - I miss you and I hope the C went well. When you settle into a routine and have a spare minute - call me - cuz I'm bursting with wanting to know about all things Aero! Oh and I wanted to say Happy Father's Day to Andrew! How amazing that Aero arrived just in time for Andrew to have 3 little ones to be the proud daddy of today. :)
That was supposed to be M&D - whooops!
Congratulations, Mama! :)
Hi! Congrats on your new little boy :)
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