Wednesday, November 18, 2009

11 week baby appointment

As I've mentioned before, my 11 week appointment (which was yesterday morning) with the doctor was both something I was both excited and nervous about. Andrew came with me, and someone watched Marcail and Donovan for us.

As my doctor moved the doppler over my lower belly, we waited with expectancy to hear a little heartbeat. But we heard nothing. My doctor took a few minutes to slowly inch her way way across the belly, and a little up and a little down. Nope, still nothing. My heart was pounding so hard, and I kept thinking, "I can't do this all over again!," as I was fighting back tears. Finally Dr.Cassidy said, "We might need to take you to an ultrasound just to see what's going on in there." It was a replay of my last miscarriage, and my mind was swimming.

She took one last quick swipe across my belly, a little higher this time. "Oh! There it is!" she exclaimed and flashed me a huge smile. She hovered the doppler over the heartbeat and said, "I'm just going to keep this here a minute and let you enjoy that sound...." I finally breathed! : ) The sound of the baby's heart was so beautiful. It was music to my ears and a huge relief to my heart. Our little baby was doing just fine. The heartbeat was steady and strong, 163 beats per minute --- which means it's a girl : ) Haha! No, I'm just teasing Andrew because he thinks its a boy : )

2 comments:

Sarah said...

Gosh Anneke, I have to admit, when I saw the title of your post, I got nervous for you! And by the time I finished, I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes. I am SO happy for you. It's been a long, hard road and I am just thrilled about the blessing that waits at the end of it. Love you!

Annemieke said...

wow i got tears in my eyes... what a wonderfull news for you!!
wonderfull sounds a strong baby's heartbeat!!
I'm very happy for you!!!

Love, Annemieke